Quake3World

Ah, I didn't know you were a teenager. To be honest, it doesn't seem as abnormal (the insomnia) now...I think it is something a lot of teens go through at times. I know I did way back then....

mm i'm 17 at the moment , probably should have mentioned that before

Pain Killers always make me drowsy. I wouldn't think it's them keeping you awake. Only one real option here my friend.

Suicide c:\

i scratched my nuts but my fingers still smell like cigarettes

i accidently found myself dating a girl with 15 peircings

whilst i have a crush on someone i work with

i can't figure out this world and i can't figure out this government

but for some reason the world keeps on spinning and i keep on spinning with it

this scenario isn't plausable as my work crush and my somehow girlfriend drive around without me

my dreams no longer get filled with fantasy but with how things should have been

because this world makes no sense

and this situation makes no sense

the music has reached the end of its record

i'm sick of it spinning in the last groove
someone pass me this needle

Is the needle a metaphor for life?

hmm, it could be?

Brian Slade wrote:

Uaintseenme wrote:For six months, I couldn't sleep. With insomnia, nothing is real. Everything is far away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy.

I watched fight club yesterday for the 74th time. fucking sweet movie.

:icon14:

wont be long till you experience sleep paralysis, i reckon

cut your wrists

MKJ wrote:wont be long till you experience sleep paralysis, i reckon

<s>:| what the fuck is that</s>

bastard, nvm

glossy wrote:

MKJ wrote:wont be long till you experience sleep paralysis, i reckon

what the fuck is that

no fun
its the opposite of sleepwalking.
your body sleeps but your brain is awake. you can imagine the frustration and maybe even panic you can/will experience.
extra fun because you still dream while you're consious. so basically youre hallucinating while you're an invalid :icon14:

I've read on Internets that you die after being awake for six or seven days, but I can tell you that it's not true.

I'm still here.

rep wrote:I've read on Internets that you die after being awake for six or seven days, but I can tell you that it's not true.

I'm still here.

get out of my thread now.

It became mine the second I hit 'submit reply'.

Edit: HOLY FUCK it's 4:01AM. You can have your thread back for a while after all. :lol: I'll have a little dream since you can't... It won't have any guys in it, so it won't have that glossy authenticity.

MKJ wrote:

glossy wrote:

MKJ wrote:wont be long till you experience sleep paralysis, i reckon

what the fuck is that

no fun
its the opposite of sleepwalking.
your body sleeps but your brain is awake. you can imagine the frustration and maybe even panic you can/will experience.
extra fun because you still dream while you're consious. so basically youre hallucinating while you're an invalid :icon14:

looked it up on wikipaedia. that would be horrible

also in the same line of wikipedia i came across lucid dreaming, which i used to do a lot [accidently] when i was younger. very cool, hopefully once i get my sleeping and stuff back in order i could attempt it again.

edit: apparently you hallucinate a lot during sleep paralysis, which i do usually? i suppose it would just be a lot like lucid dreaming except that you'd have a mental choice to either resist the full hallucination/dream, or succum to it. The main thing that interrupted my lucid dreaming was that i'd accidently move my arm which would wake me up... the trick was to keep your 'movements' completely mental, think about moving your arm instead of trying to actually move it.