Quake3World

i scratched my nuts but my fingers still smell like cigarettes

i accidently found myself dating a girl with 15 peircings

whilst i have a crush on someone i work with

i can't figure out this world and i can't figure out this government

but for some reason the world keeps on spinning and i keep on spinning with it

this scenario isn't plausable as my work crush and my somehow girlfriend drive around without me

my dreams no longer get filled with fantasy but with how things should have been

because this world makes no sense

and this situation makes no sense

the music has reached the end of its record

i'm sick of it spinning in the last groove
someone pass me this needle

okay it's 5:30 in the fucking AM and i can't sleep. i've masturbated once and started reading a book and i don't feel the least bit drowsy.

mother fucking, i'm just going to put on some pants and start the day.

damn that is whack

maybe you should try some tea you fucking cockraper

lmao, you suggest tea, then call me the cockraper :lol:

im full of surprises :icon31:

i've been awake for 41 hours now.

seriously wtf is with this fucking insomnia

damn 41 hours is some time. don't you feel drowsy?

well its not that bad right, just sit it out, youll fall asleep on time or another up:

didn't feel drowsy, although at that state i did feel "tired", mentally+physically exhausted, but never like i needed to sleep with eyelids feeling heavy, etc.

eventually managed to get some sleep at about 4-5am, then got woken up at 8:40am by an ex-girlfriend reminding me that we were meeting up today. fucking bitch

Ruined

ex-girlfriends suck :\, especially when you still have to see them after it's over with.

i'm out of cigarettes and it's 3AM again.

And why should you still have to see her?

this ex-girlfriend is still a close friend of mine (as we were before we started going out), and she's friends with a lot of my friends so i tend to see her a lot with them, at school, and just friend stuff... sometimes the extra "past issues" shit gets in the way (as it has been with me and her lately) and fucks things up.

I'm breaking up with the girl with 15 peircings on wednesday, too, which sucks because she lives with a mate of mine and always comes out partying with us (which is how i met her). gah :\, some of this shit just completely isn't worth it.

Ah the life of 17. Somehow i don't have as much problems as you, or just less direct.

glossy you need to get more exercise. And by exercise I mean running, lifting, pushing the envelope. Which doesn't encompass masturbation.
fucking dildo...

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